It’s sad
how things are most beautiful
when they are ending
Flowers
when they’re wilting,
the leaves
when they’re falling in autumn,
the sun
when it’s setting,
your smile
when it’s fading..
It’s sad
how things are most beautiful
when they are ending
Flowers
when they’re wilting,
the leaves
when they’re falling in autumn,
the sun
when it’s setting,
your smile
when it’s fading..
Swimming in a pool of doubt
My arms tire from the fight
My ankles turn to weights
One last look around
Shadow stands around
No one helps to pull me out
The screams of shame echo in my mind
I’m choking in a pool of tears
The shadows shake their heads
I’m faced with all my fears
My hands above the water
Coughs of blood engulf my scream
Only one wish..
To escape this dream
Have you ever realized
that no matter how hard you try
you can’t get rid of pain
It’s like you can’t escape it
You can push it away
But eventually
it will come back, right?
That’s how you are to me
You are my pain
that won’t go away
and no matter how hard I try
you’ll always be there
In my mind
I seem happy, right?
You see no cuts on my wrists
No bruise on my body
No mark whatsoever
Only the smile on my lips
You hear me laugh
You see me smile
But
Did you take time to look into my eyes?
Did you see the emptiness?
The darkness?
Darling,
If only you opened your eyes
You will see
I was dying inside