Something Blue

“How I Met Your Mother”

I’m sure a lot of you watched that series

Currently I’m also watching it

Yeah, late, I know..

Anyway, I’m on season 2 episode 22

It’s part where …

*spoiler alert!!* read at your own risk!

Ted and Robin decided to break up

When I watch this part

Omg.. I was so shocked!

Me and my boyfriend are just like that!

In the same situation

Only the roles are reversed

Me as Ted and him as Robin

And I inevitably cried

When they chose to end it

We choose the 2nd choice

Pretend that talk didn’t happen until the expiration date

Which is gonna come in a month

I’ve been looking for a new place to live and finally found one

I hope that everything will get better later

These couple months has been hell for me

I tried not to think about that conversation but in the end

My brain just won’t compromise and

I’ve been taking sleeping pills to help me,

Because no matter what I said

Like when I said, “Let me dream a little bit longer.”

It meant sh*t because deep down I know

I know perfectly that one day this will end

One day, I have to wake up

And drag myself out of this imaginary world

It’s like knowing when you’re gonna die

You can decide to end your life now

Or you can live worrying

Or, the best option is gonna be,

Live your life without worrying the expiration date

But I think I’m getting better

It’s been a while since I cried

So.. Yeah.. I guess I’m getting better

Anyway, in the end, I just want to tell other couples out there

It’s not because there’s not enough love between you two

It’s just you guys want different things in life

And believe that someone somewhere out there might be the right companion for you