Habit

Habit can be scary

Really

Trust me

My habit of looking for him everyday

Makes me unconsciously looking for him still

My habit of sending him silly sweet reels or meme

Makes me unconsciously sending it to him still

My habit of depending on him whenever something bad happens

Makes me unconsciously reach for him still

My habit of feeling empty when I didn’t get any text from him

Well, it’s still there for sure

So you see?

How scary habit can be

Even when our story has ended long time ago

That silly habit of mine still there

So scary…