In My Mind

Have you ever realized

that no matter how hard you try

you can’t get rid of pain

It’s like you can’t escape it

You can push it away

But eventually

it will come back, right?

That’s how you are to me

You are my pain

that won’t go away

and no matter how hard I try

you’ll always be there

In my mind

Quotes of the day #145

言葉は解りあうためじゃなくて。

話し合うためにあるんだって。

ぶつかったら、

わからなかったら、

二人でちゃんと相談しましょう、

ちょどういいところ探そう為に。

Words aren’t for understanding each other.

They exist for the sake of talking to each other.

Even if we butts our head,

Even if we can’t understand each other,

We’ll talk it over together,

for the sake of finding the right place.

Don’t

Too many girls rush into relationships because of the fear of being single,

Then start making compromises and losing their identity

Don’t do that.

I’m 27 gonna be 28 soon, single, with no boyfriend or fiancé or whatever, living my life to its fullest.

In Asia, being single (not married or don’t have any boyfriend) in 27 is either you can’t attract a guy or you’re lesbian and afraid to admit it (Majority Of Asian country wont accept LGBT). Good thing is, I’m neither of those.

I have guys chasing after me but I made myself unavailable for them. I may go out from time to time, hang out, chillin, but that doesn’t mean they have my heart. I’ve been hurt before and that’s one of the biggest reason that I’m stayin single. I’m not afraid of what the society think of me. Even when my parents started to comparing me with the others, I stand firm on what I believe. I’m sure there are other women like me out there. It’s a huge world after all.

My ideal marriage is to be married with someone you truly love. You can’t just get married for the of getting married. That’s beyond stupid. I have a friend who’s getting married out of obligation. And now? He’s unhappy, living separated from his wife and kids. That’s how scary it can be if you marry for the wrong reason and unluckily with the wrong person as well. Please, don’t do that.. We only have one life and don’t make it miserable.

Well, it’s not like I don’t wanna get married. It’s every women dream to get married to the man they love sincerely from the bottom of their heart. So men, please make that day the best day every. Because it will mark the first journey of you two together as man and wife.

I do wanna get married but I’m not rushing it. If I feel he’s the one, I will wait for a bit longer and see if he’s really the one. It’s not easy to find “the one”, I can vouch for that. I’ve been with many men just to get disappointed over and over again. Well, that’s life. Accumulating experience so you’ll know what to do next time. Lol. But I never rush into a relationship just because I fear that no one will love me once I hit 30. I know God prepare someone for me out there. It’s just we took our time finding each other. Not as fast as others. After a long and winding road, I believe we will meet somehow, somewhere.

So dear fellow comrades, never rush into a relationship. Just let it flow. Open your eyes and heart carefully. Be smart. Be funny. More importantly, be who you really are. Because you don’t wanna be trapped in a relationship where you have to work 24/7 as an actress. Meaning, faking yourself. I know I wouldn’t want that.

That Someone

Find and love someone..

Who will never get tired of kissing you every day;

Who will hug you when you’re jealous;

Who will understandingly keep silent when you’re mad;

Who will squeeze your hand when you’re not in the mood;

Who will plan and imagine the future with you in it;

And when you find that someone, just…

Never let go!

Where You Are

What’s the sky without the stars?

What’s a story without a heart?

What am I, if I’m not standing where you are?

What’s goodbye without a kiss?

What’s a penny without a wish?

What’s tonight, if you’re not here to spend it with?

And where’s the light if there’s no dark?

Where’s the flame if there’s no spark?

And what am I, if I’m not standing where you are?

And what’s a bird without a song?

What’s the day without the dawn?

What’s a road if you’re not there to walk along?

What’s the warmth without the cold?

What’s a tale that’s never told?

What is love if it’s not us growing old?

Where’s the light if there’s no dark?

Where’s the flame if there’s no spark?

And what am I, if I’m not standing where you are?

What am I?

If I’m not standing where you are…

B*tch?

Truth is, I get jealous easily because what’s mine IS mine.

I’m stubborn as hell,

I say sorry too much (sometimes),

I act like I don’t give a fuck because I care too much.

I over analyze the smallest things and probably come off as a bitch to simply guard myself..