It scares me when you’re upset with me
It scares me when you’re not even talking to me
It scares me when I sent you messages but got no reply
It scares me when I open up to you but you shut me out instead
It scares me when I miss you too much
It really scares me when I’m all alone at night and my mind just runnin wild
Because all I can think of is the past.. and how things were.. and that scares me..
the insecurity eats me slowly but sure
The anxious haunted me
The depression dragging my feet
I really don’t know what to do..
I still love you.. my love for you never gone
It’s always there..
I may have made several stupid mistakes but so were you..
We both imperfect in our silly life yet we still together
Isn’t that mean something?
I can’t do this myself. I’ll just drown alone.
I need you to work this out with me..
Or this time, I might just drown myself and never resurface..