I miss you

You’re everywhere yet nowhere to be touch

I really missed you. No matter what I did, I couldn’t stop thinking about you

I tried tiring myself out, I tried really hard to forget, I drank and did everything I could, but I still missed you a lot

How many days have gone by while I stared at the same window? 

It seems like time had stopped around me.. Feels like my heart froze again.. Remind me of the past where it felt nothing towards anyone. Can’t be touch, can’t be broke.. 

But still.. No matter how hard I tried to built up my wall again, I can’t throw the feeling that’s already been there.. I can’t throw ‘you’ away… Why?

Being broken-hearted is like having broken ribs. On the outside it looks like nothing is wrong, but every breath hurts. It hurts so much that I prefer death than dying like this.

Hundreds of “How to move on” articles I’ve read. But none of them works. Day by day I lived in agony. I might be smiling in the outside but I think you can guess already that I’m dying in the inside. Well, like I’ve said.. I really tried everything I can think of. But still… I missed you a lot..

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